Solitude

Solitude vs Loneliness
Loneliness is marked by a sense of isolation.
Solitude, on the other hand, is a state of being alone without being lonely and can lead to self-awareness.

我不懂繪畫
我不懂題詩
我不懂任何創作
我也一點兒也捉摸不透你
和要如何討你歡喜
但我想我懂這是我要安靜學習的時刻
之前的種種都沉澱了
我想我該做些成年人做的事吧﹣安靜。

也希望這是你喜歡的。

因為我們只有one-month-old

by the way, happy 1st mensiversary

Geniuses are often accused of lacking common sense, or emotional sensitivity 

= this is what I have came across in great men around me.  

I am not good in anything in my entire life, but love.  

I think I have been trying my very best to love each and everyone in my past 33 years of life, whoever loved or hated me.  

As predicted, I grew up each time after I failed in my love journey but I have never wanted to stop looking for love in my life.  

But a genius with love, i have not seen one 

- u do exist?  

I am very surprised to find you today. 

Great men around me, they either do not care about what love is nor capable of knowing how to love or care anyone around them.

Thank you for loving me and us.  But, I am not your soul mate... 

I may be someone or first one who ever cares about you except your close ones.... 

but how could I ever be your soul mate when I have not looked into you till today?

I only get to see u as at one month today - it probably gains me a ticket to get to know you in future but I am simply no one who could ever love you right now as I am so childish and surface... 

I am rather depressed to have seen you today by knowing that you have been so lonely and longing to be loved.  

I wanna love and care of you and providing anything you are longing for, however I am not capable of? Don't know who you are yet?

You might be too wide, broad and great to be loved... so, I can't say that I love you now can I?

It might even been hurting when I said I did as I was merely loving the affections you brought to me

I am one of the luckiest one who get us there today but you do deserve anyone much better than I could ever be - I have met too many great ladies in my life.