Love and regards from 2008

Once upon a time you wished "to hold me longer", 

and you wished "we could pass 2008 which was four months away".... 

Time flies, it is the last day of 2008 now, and I'm still around.  

I hope it is something to make you feel good instead of bad.  

I never mean to hurt or harm anyone.  

Sorry if I have been pushy, I didnt see the problem but I guess i see it now.  

I need to apologize for those midnight drunken sms, I hope you didnt get them as if you were out of town.  

Like I said in the first blog post, I do not want anything now.  

About me, About my marriage, About my life, About us, About my boyfriends, Utopia dream, Love, Romance... anything... I carry a very different perspective to see all of these right now.  

Love and regards.

Pause, stop or play?

- photo from flickr: Lonely in golden place

Once upon a time at 22:35

I miss you, do you know it? Yes, and every single second of mine too.

Will you be gone one day? From you? No.

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Pause, stop or play?

If I can only live for another one month, will it be a play?

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 Wild Is The Wind - Niki King

Love me love me love me

Say you do

Let me fly away

With you

For my love is like

The wind

And wild is the wind

Give me more

Than one caress

Satisfy this

Hungriness

Let the wind

Blow through your heart

For wild is the wind

You...

Touch me...

I hear the sound

Of mandolins

You...

Kiss me...

With your kiss

My life begins

Youre spring to me

All things

To me

Dont you know youre

Life itself

Like a leaf clings

To a tree

Oh my darling,

Cling to me

For were creatures

Of the wind

And wild is the wind

So wild is the wind

Wild is the wind

Wild is the wind