tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10560669077524097572023-11-16T02:12:40.057+08:00Just... You and meI study "us" to get us to utopia.
Learning to add those little touches that make an ordinary life a little bit extraordinary
我是一條渴望依俯在你心裡的可憐虫,靠著維生的是你捎來的一字一語。
把我最愛看的文字﹣你﹣都放在這裡,當我的靈糧。You and mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05345366950647389636noreply@blogger.comBlogger48125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1056066907752409757.post-6497932437767972102009-02-14T00:09:00.008+08:002009-02-14T00:40:16.191+08:00Floored me again...<div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; font-family:Tahoma;font-size:11px;"><a href="http://imageshack.us/"><img src="http://img9.imageshack.us/img9/1421/waveposterssk9.jpg" border="0" alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us" /></a><br /></span><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>親愛的M</div><div><br /></div>有一天,你說過有很多東西你沒要求,但它總是在不知覺間來了。<div>你也說過有些東西你都不在乎,但它就悄悄地留下了。</div><div><br /></div><div>我不再問了,</div><div>不問你到哪去了。</div><div>不問你什麼時候回來。</div><div>不問你到底。。。</div><div><br /></div><div>因為你已經 </div><div>悄悄地 或 硬生生地</div><div>把你的思想塞進我裡面去</div><div>我已經變成了完全接收了你的思想模式</div><div>I'm part of you (?), but you are a whole of me.</div><div>而我也知道,我已經一無所有了,已經不再讓你感到逗趣了。。。</div><div>我也 了無生趣了,因為你再也回不來了。</div><div><br /></div><div>原來 這就是我的烏托邦的一章。</div><div>人生真是無常呵~~</div><div><br /></div><div>但我只想你能再次讓知道</div><div>我該如何是好?</div><div>我該擁有自己麼?</div><div>我該讓別人擁有自己麼?</div><div>而我自己,又是什麼呢?</div><div><br /></div><div>上次 SOS 發出而沒得到回答深深地傷害了我</div><div>也許我在某程度上也傷害過你罷?</div><div>於是我再也不 願 了</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="white-space: pre-wrap; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">但</span></span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="white-space: pre-wrap; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">烏托邦之夢是醒不了了</span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre-wrap;font-family:'lucida grande';font-size:11px;"><br /></span><div>**</div><div><br /></div><div>願你有個愉快的生辰~</div><div><br /></div></div>You and mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05345366950647389636noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1056066907752409757.post-7460184930572074272009-01-15T21:45:00.003+08:002009-01-15T21:47:50.830+08:00I know you are still out there<div>Tonite I recall reading your drunken note that you were overwhelmed with love... </div><div>How I had misread your reply and to you, it was two person deeply in love with each other</div><div>and that you will never abandon anyone...</div><div><br /></div>I know you are still out there<div>Im not forgotten</div><div>Im special to you</div><div>And you wont let go of me...</div><div><br /><div>I miss you a lot</div><div>I miss us</div></div>You and mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05345366950647389636noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1056066907752409757.post-54329899851816803542008-12-31T15:43:00.005+08:002008-12-31T15:51:03.571+08:00Love and regards from 2008<div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; font-family:Tahoma;font-size:11px;"><a href="http://imageshack.us/"><img src="http://img355.imageshack.us/img355/411/2327780716c323df7006ra5.jpg" border="0" alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us" /></a><br /></span><br /></div><div><br /></div>Once upon a time you wished "to hold me longer", <div>and you wished "we could pass 2008 which was four months away".... </div><div>Time flies, it is the last day of 2008 now, and I'm still around. </div><div>I hope it is something to make you feel good instead of bad. </div><div>I never mean to hurt or harm anyone. </div><div>Sorry if I have been pushy, I didnt see the problem but I guess i see it now. <div><br /></div><div>I need to apologize for those midnight drunken sms, I hope you didnt get them as if you were out of town. </div><div>Like I said in the first blog post, I do not want anything now. <div><br /><div>About me, About my marriage, About my life, About us, About my boyfriends, Utopia dream, Love, Romance... anything... I carry a very different perspective to see all of these right now. <div><br /></div><div>Love and regards.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div></div></div></div></div>You and mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05345366950647389636noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1056066907752409757.post-24823931463939915982008-12-02T13:43:00.016+08:002008-12-03T08:55:34.548+08:00Pause, stop or play?<p><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; font-family:Tahoma;font-size:11px;"><a href="http://imageshack.us/"><img src="http://img383.imageshack.us/img383/4545/2258984128a99f3c53dfjs2.jpg" border="0" alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us" /></a><br /></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">- photo from flickr: Lonely in golden place</span></p><p><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); line-height: 14px; font-family:'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br />Once upon a time at 22:35</span></span></span></span></p><p><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 14px; font-family:georgia;">I miss you, do you know it? <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">Yes, and every single second of mine too.</span></span></p><p><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); line-height: 14px; font-family:'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Will you be gone one day? <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">From you? No.</span><br /><br />**<br /><br />Pause, stop or play?</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><br /></span></span></span></p><p><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;">If I can only live for another one month, will it be a play?</span></p><p><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;">**</span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;"> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Wild Is The Wind - Niki King</span></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(71, 71, 71); line-height: 23px; font-family:'Times New Roman';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Love me love me love me</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></p><p></p><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(71, 71, 71); font-family: 'Times New Roman'; line-height: 23px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Say you do</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(71, 71, 71); line-height: 23px; font-family:'Times New Roman';"><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Let me fly away<br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">With you<br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">For my love is like<br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">The wind<br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">And wild is the wind<br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Give me more<br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Than one caress<br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Satisfy this<br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Hungriness<br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Let the wind<br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Blow through your heart<br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">For wild is the wind<br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">You...<br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Touch me...<br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">I hear the sound<br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Of mandolins<br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">You...<br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Kiss me...<br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">With your kiss<br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">My life begins<br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Youre spring to me<br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">All things<br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">To me<br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Dont you know youre<br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Life itself<br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Like a leaf clings<br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">To a tree<br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Oh my darling,<br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Cling to me<br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">For were creatures<br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Of the wind<br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">And wild is the wind<br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">So wild is the wind<br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Wild is the wind<br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Wild is the wind<br /></span></div></span><p></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(71, 71, 71); line-height: 23px;font-family:'Times New Roman';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 14px;font-size:48px;"><br /></span></p> <!--EndFragment-->You and mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05345366950647389636noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1056066907752409757.post-4283477148580016942008-11-19T09:14:00.002+08:002008-11-19T09:19:05.669+08:00Now I know I can see your light<div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande'; font-size: 10px; white-space: pre; "><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/uOyGygH5mD0&hl=zh_TW&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/uOyGygH5mD0&hl=zh_TW&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object></span><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(71, 71, 71); font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 15px; line-height: 23px;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(71, 71, 71); font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 15px; line-height: 23px; ">Dawn breaks; there is blue in the sky.</span><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(71, 71, 71); font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 15px; line-height: 23px; ">Your face before me though I dont know why.<br />Thoughts disappearing like tears from the moon.<br /><br />Waiting here; as I sit by the stone<br />They came before me, those men from the sun.<br />Signs from the heavens say I am the one.<br /><br />Now I know; I can see your light,<br />This light that I must follow,<br />You -- you could take my life away<br />-- so far away.<br />Now I know; I must leave your spell<br />-- I want tomorrow.<br /><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(71, 71, 71); font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 15px; line-height: 23px; ">Now youre here; I can see your light,<br />This light that I must follow,<br />You -- you may take my life away<br />-- so far away.<br />Now I know; I must leave your spell<br />-- I want tomorrow.</span><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(71, 71, 71); font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 15px; line-height: 23px;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(71, 71, 71); font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 15px; line-height: 23px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold; ">Enya - I want tomorrow</span><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(71, 71, 71); font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 15px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 23px;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(71, 71, 71); font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 15px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 23px;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(71, 71, 71); font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 15px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 23px;"><br /></span></div>You and mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05345366950647389636noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1056066907752409757.post-56214621936114059522008-11-18T14:51:00.006+08:002008-11-18T17:28:41.969+08:00I wonder<span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size:13px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: separate; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-style: normal; white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; font-family:Tahoma;font-size:11px;"><a href="http://imageshack.us/"><img src="http://img510.imageshack.us/img510/556/291011154871f550144dwe6.jpg" border="0" alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us" /></a><br /></span><br /></div><div><br /></div>i din let go, not give up, no stop and didn't wanna stop. my answer is the same, irrelevant to me. all those u write is only what u think and those are the part I said I don't agree with what u said. so there is no way I can answer that nor should I as you already limit and expect something ... from me who totally do no see things the way u wrote. i didn't say u r wrong, i said its wrong description. perhaps its time u read 'slowly' and try to get it right the first time, get it the way I write it, instead of repeating reading something I wrote and still get it wrong ( not the way I was sending out the msg ) ... </span></span></span><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size:13px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">24 September 2008 1117 </span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size:13px;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size:13px;">I miss our old days. It has been almost two months. In fact, it was a really short while... </span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size:13px;">No matter what you are doing right now, I wish you get to read this and feel happy when you read this, because I wish to let you know that I feel differently now... I agree to a lot of your points; the thing we seem bad now, might not be bad afterall; and about the self seeking, Im daunting now, it could be really frightening which i had no fear in the past... ; and about the... </span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size:13px;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size:13px;">I wonder when would you come to see the difference. Or you never will...</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size:13px;">I wonder if i should tell you my date of arrival. I wonder if I should just come and go in my trip without telling you about it. I wonder if I should only tell you on the spot and be flexible for you could come or not. I wonder if you will attend the date. I wonder which date is the best date. I wonder if you like what I have planned. I wonder if you want it such a way. I wonder if I should make you attend the date cos Im hurting P by doing so. I had a lot of planning for this date earlier on, but today, I only wish to meet you for a meal, thats all about it. By doing so, I guess I can face P without any guilts, although I will not meet her at all. </span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size:13px;">And, I wonder, if you are still around for me. And then I too wonder, if you are still around, am i capable to want what you can offer afterall? I wonder.</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size:13px;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size:13px;">I know you will reply by giving me a full surprise, including not reply at all, which will not be an answer that I wanted to have, as we always think differently... </span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size:13px;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size:13px;">As last, i wonder if this is going to be another blog post that I write for a record and in later days i wish i hadnt written.</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size:13px;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size:13px;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size:13px;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size:13px;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-family:arial;font-size:13px;"><br /></span></div>You and mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05345366950647389636noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1056066907752409757.post-61003007991055753312008-11-09T02:15:00.006+08:002008-11-18T15:17:45.133+08:00Fate or...<span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre-wrap; font-family:'lucida grande';font-size:11px;"><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: normal; font-family:Arial;font-size:16px;"><table id="Photo" cellspacing="0" border="0" style="border-top-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border- margin-top: 20px; color:initial;"><tbody><tr valign="top"><td id="photoswftd" width="502" style=" color: rgb(0, 0, 0); padding-right: 50px; font-size:12px;"><h1 id="title_div308926845" property="dc:title" style="margin-top: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin-bottom: 13px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" font-weight: normal; white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; font-family:Tahoma;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><a href="http://imageshack.us/"><img src="http://img76.imageshack.us/img76/8563/308926845f778c305efgq3.jpg" border="0" alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us" /></a><br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">- Canal du Midi, Toulouse, France</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> (a UNESCO World Heritage Site)</span></span></span></span></h1><h1 id="title_div308926845" property="dc:title" style="margin-top: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin-bottom: 13px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="white-space: pre-wrap; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">I panic and lost, I feel neglected, I feel insignificant, in short term.</span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></span></h1></td></tr></tbody></table></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">At the very same time:</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">I feel love and I feel everything else that I wish/want to feel about, and Im eager to find out about future and be a better person for u in future, I'm not lost, I'm significant in seeing everything u do, in long term.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">But Im stuck in between two. Either one could be truth. </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Nevertheless, all i ever wanted is to stand by you, no matter what you choose to do, figuring out what do you want, instead of what can i get - a consistent admirer, be there for you.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Im the one who is insignificant in your life. But I plan to do what I want to do. </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">I hope FATE give us what I wish this time, as FATE always comes with surprises and I usually hate it, but u love it. </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">So, "when two kids are playing, one is always winning, no fun playing anymore..." Im the losing one, not you.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Would you care to find out what you have made me into? What is inside the Pandora box that you opened in me?</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">I hope u r in town when I touch down in Dec.</span></span></div><div><br /></div></span>You and mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05345366950647389636noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1056066907752409757.post-10690071699517000642008-10-10T02:19:00.018+08:002008-10-10T10:27:29.969+08:00I am fear<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-large;"><div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; font-family:Tahoma;font-size:48px;"><a href="http://imageshack.us/"><img src="http://img367.imageshack.us/img367/7435/219041184b1e1e5b0b0qi0.jpg" border="0" alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us" /></a></span><br /></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; font-family:Tahoma;font-size:11px;"><br /></span></div><div><br /></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://lifeisoutoftrack.blogspot.com/2008/10/no-fear-in-aloneness.html"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">No Fear In Aloneness</span></a><br /></div></span></span><div><br /></div><div>Is this what you have been experiencing? Enjoy and not mind for the aloneness in life?</div><div>I feel and understand your love while reading it.</div><div>Weeks ago, your broad love put me into solitude as I want to love myself and you. </div><div>And I did come across what has been described here in this book. </div><div>And I do experience the exact same emotion problems as described too - anger, hatred, envy, and these have made me realized that I do miss you </div><div>- but I can not/should not miss any image/you as described here? Or it wont be a true love? Or this is simply to perfect to pursuit in life - even the writer could not perform it well?</div><div><br /></div><div>As it states that when emotion comes, do not act on them but simply overlook them and ignore them - I am now waiting to see what's next. <br /></div><div>I do not like this aloneness feeling. </div><div>I do not like being alone, without you around. (does it mean occupying?)</div><div>I do not like it. </div><div>So, i do not love you?</div><div><br /></div><div>But I do want to love myself now and stop hurting anyone. I think this is essential.</div><div><br /></div><div>***</div><div><br /></div><div>Is this whole thing even alright - When we are together one day(physically)/now(mentally)?</div><div>Are we able to accept the outcome - good and bad ones?</div><div><br /></div><div>In my pov, i have to imagine the worse - and I am too weak to accept any failure: success here/failure there; or failure here/success there.</div><div><br /></div><div>I can be joyful and positive all day long as I have been doing so in my past life, but right now in this curve of life I cant help but thinking I'm such an idiot then. However, in [The Science of Getting Rich] <the><thes.ofg.rich>, i can not hold any negative feeling at all...</thes.ofg.rich></the></div><div>This is really difficult... </div><div><br /></div><div>***</div><div><br /></div><div>perhaps all of these are merely my fantasy. You do not exist at all. Am I being negative again... hope not... maybe only this particular very short moment in the day. I dont know.</div><div><br /></div><div>Being positive, confident and happy is good, only if I see you. U r quiet and busy. So this is me. Being occupying and demanding.... Even by showing and composing this blog, it is the inefficiency that i should avoid to do as in [The Science of Getting Rich]</div><div>or it is simply a record of the journey... that should not exist?</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div> </div>You and mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05345366950647389636noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1056066907752409757.post-76787851215376360702008-09-27T12:52:00.015+08:002008-09-27T13:26:58.787+08:00送你的卡 ﹣Let's dance happily because of the sound of raindrops<span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; font-family:Tahoma;font-size:11px;"><a href="http://imageshack.us/"><img src="http://img408.imageshack.us/img408/1450/cimg3641wr4.jpg" border="0" alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us" /></a><br /></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px;font-family:Tahoma;font-size:48px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-size:11px;"><a href="http://imageshack.us/"><img src="http://img522.imageshack.us/img522/1153/cimg3641ew9.jpg" border="0" alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us" /></a></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px;font-family:Tahoma;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">你為何嘆息了呢</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">我又猜錯了麼</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">既然我不懂你又不能給你繪畫題詩來逗你歡喜</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">我想我就這樣靜靜地待在這兒等你好了</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">有一天</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">我們就會相會了。。。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">靜待的同時</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">我努力地生活和懂你<br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">我也會繼續努力愛他,和愛所有的人</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px;">不再放棄</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px;">只是,這種無奈對我來說很痛</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px;">和你不一樣:我討厭任何的痛</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px;">我愛清醒</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px;">我愛快樂</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px;">我愛快樂地快樂﹣這是我的唯一和永恆</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px;">雖然我同樣地喜愛和你一同埋醉</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px;">不如你就和我一同快樂地去快樂了吧</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px;font-size:13px;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px;font-size:13px;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px;font-family:Tahoma;font-size:48px;"><br /></span></div>You and mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05345366950647389636noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1056066907752409757.post-14479250451918307602008-09-27T10:45:00.011+08:002008-09-27T12:59:22.856+08:00其一和唯一<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-style: normal; white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; font-family:Tahoma;font-size:48px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-size:11px;"><a href="http://imageshack.us/"><img src="http://img219.imageshack.us/img219/4783/52520916674929690bcuw6.jpg" border="0" alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us" /></a></span></span><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>愛妳並不是不愛她,愛她也不會愛妳少一些。</span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">如果有一天妳也明白愛是無限的,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">可能妳就知道這不是慌言,也不是空談,</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">卻是一種無奈的真。就像他一樣。</span></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">Saturday, 27 September 2008 06:01</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">我已經懂了無限,和你了。</div><div style="text-align: left;">是你低估了我,和我的愛吧。<br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">原來這次我已經超越了你的想像了 :))<br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">**</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">我懂了我全都懂了你放心去愛任何你想要愛人事物思想吧</div><div style="text-align: left;">因為愛是接受。</div><div style="text-align: left;">只是,這是我所能付出的愛罷了<br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">如此地狹窄和唯一。</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">我期待有一天你也能來懂我。</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-style: italic;"><br /></span></div>You and mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05345366950647389636noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1056066907752409757.post-91939096081497116282008-09-26T18:22:00.007+08:002008-11-20T12:52:01.846+08:00Solitude<div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; font-family:Tahoma;font-size:11px;"><a href="http://imageshack.us/"><img src="http://img527.imageshack.us/img527/5216/n416679370732863665vn3.jpg" border="0" alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us" /></a><br /></span><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><a href="http://psychologytoday.com/articles/pto-20030825-000001.html"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Solitude vs Loneliness</span></a><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><a href="http://psychologytoday.com/articles/pto-20030825-000001.html"></a><br />Loneliness is marked by a sense of isolation.<br />Solitude, on the other hand, is a state of being alone without being lonely and can lead to self-awareness.<br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br />我不懂繪畫<br />我不懂題詩<br />我不懂任何創作<br />我也一點兒也捉摸不透你<br />和要如何討你歡喜<br />但我想我懂這是我要安靜學習的時刻<br />之前的種種都沉澱了<br />我想我該做些成年人做的事吧﹣安靜。</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">也希望這是你喜歡的。<br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">因為我們只有one-month</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">-old<br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">by the way, happy 1st </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="white-space: pre; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">mensiversary</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 19px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Geniuses are often accused of lacking </span><a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Common_sense" title="Common sense" style="text-decoration: none; background-image: none; background-repeat: initial; background-attachment: initial; -webkit-background-clip: initial; -webkit-background-origin: initial; background-color: initial; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">common sense</span></span></a><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">, or emotional sensitivity </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 19px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">= this is what I have came across in great men around me. </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 19px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">I am not good in anything in my entire life, but love. </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 19px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">I think I have been trying my very best to love each and everyone in my past 33 years of life, whoever loved or hated me. </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 19px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">As predicted, I grew up each time after I failed in my love journey but I have never wanted to stop looking for love in my life. </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 19px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">But a genius with love, i have not seen one </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 19px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">- u do exist? </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 19px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">I am very surprised to find you today. </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 19px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Great men around me, they either do not care about what love is nor capable of knowing how to love or care anyone around them.</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 19px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 19px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Thank you for loving me and us. But, I am not your soul mate... </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 19px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">I may be someone or first one who ever cares about you except your close ones.... </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 19px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">but how could I ever be your soul mate when I have not looked into you till today?</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 19px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">I only get to see u as at one month today - it probably gains me a ticket to get to know you in future but I am simply no one who could ever love you right now as I am so childish and surface... </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 19px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 19px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">I am rather depressed to have seen you today by knowing that you have been so lonely and longing to be loved. </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 19px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">I wanna love and care of you and providing anything you are longing for, however I am not capable of? Don't know who you are yet?</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 19px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">You might be too wide, broad and great to be loved... so, I can't say that I love you now can I?</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 19px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">It might even been hurting when I said I did as I was merely loving the affections you brought to me</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 19px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">I am one of the luckiest one who get us there today but you do deserve anyone much better than I could ever be - I have met too many great ladies in my life.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 19px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 19px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 19px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(85, 26, 139); text-decoration: underline;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><br /></div>You and mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05345366950647389636noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1056066907752409757.post-80137792715091306442008-09-21T23:27:00.007+08:002008-09-22T10:08:02.837+08:00自己卻存在在於你之外<object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/9j93UbTlrKk&hl=zh_TW&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/9j93UbTlrKk&hl=zh_TW&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br /> <em>Sunday 21 September 2008, 1507</em><br /><br /><br /><br />我知道愛並不是被愛<br />只是當我以為你不再愛了<br />或是你以為你愛了<br />我就告訴你我要走了<br /><br />我以為這是你要我學習的灑脫<br />因為你讓你的愛收起來不讓我看見<br />於是我唯有說我灑脫了<br /><br />為的是讓你不再擔心我<br />然後就悄悄地可以放心去愛我<br /><br />因為我只能被你愛<br />因為你懂愛<br /><br />我和你一樣從未離開過<br />也永遠不可能離開<br />但是你的博愛讓我感到富足卻空虛﹔喜愛卻無奈<br />因為我此生只能如此完全地無私地去愛。。。<br />只是你不願意放下自己去看見<br />我和我的愛<br />也可以很無限<br /><br />你底估了我的愛<br />你也底估了自己所能遇見的愛<br /><br />我一直存在在你的存在<br />自己卻存在在於你之外<br /><br />風兒雲兒<br />誰不想愛<br />誰不願意去愛<br />誰不渴望被愛<br /><br />我看見你了<br />和你帶了那傷痕累累的疲憊<br />我只能說我到我這兒來哭吧訴吧<br />因為。我能懂。我願意去懂。<br /><br />有一天我會長大跟上你了因為我要被你愛<br />然後你會說你終於也看見我<br />和永遠也離不開我了<br /><br />因為這一切都是在我的魔法棒點擊之間<br /><br />我願意相信這不是個奢望You and mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05345366950647389636noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1056066907752409757.post-25363692320566425832008-09-20T10:02:00.002+08:002008-09-20T10:24:29.871+08:00再也不下雨了。我懂。<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic; "><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-style: normal; white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; font-family:Tahoma;font-size:11px;"><a href="http://imageshack.us/"><img src="http://img258.imageshack.us/img258/7695/3349807767b17209230em6.jpg" border="0" alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us" /></a><br /></span><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>有時沒下雨</span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic; ">可是如果妳肯跑去後面找一找</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic; ">可能還會看到一兩滴小雨在樹葉上</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic; ">雖小又少</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic; ">它們所傳的愛卻一樣的真</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic; ">妳感覺的到嗎?</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic; "><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: right; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic; ">Saturday 20 September 2008 09:57</span></span></div><div><br /></div><div>多或少</div><div>我都不在乎了</div><div>心思情緒一層又一層蓋放在心上</div><div>上上落落深深淺淺快樂難過</div><div>我都攪不懂也不愛理了</div><div>簡單的快樂是你我所能負擔的</div><div>那就攜我手和我一同</div><div>簡單地快樂去吧</div><div><br /></div><div>是我偷了你的灑脫</div><div>還你撿起了我的緊張</div><div>嗯我想我就這樣簡單地終老就好了</div><div>閒兒你帶我到宇宙月球去</div><div>閒兒我帶你到心靈深處去</div><div><br /></div><div>這不是你要的思想放縱和出軌嗎?</div><div>我悄悄地跟著你了</div><div><br /></div><div>飄逸的風仙子</div><div>攪不懂自己的方向目標</div><div>讓人們都錯過了他的美麗</div><div>有一天他會像我一樣</div><div>都看懂了情感的依歸是無所不在的</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>You and mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05345366950647389636noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1056066907752409757.post-79125224968837809312008-09-18T14:08:00.011+08:002008-09-19T13:24:37.520+08:00周而復始...<div><img src="http://img155.imageshack.us/img155/23/102707513363b653b773yd0tt4.jpg" border="0" alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us" /><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>親愛的M</div><div><br /></div><div>我以為能得到像你疼其它人一樣的疼愛</div><div>原來都是自己誤會了</div><div><br /></div><div>是你太博愛了</div><div>還是我太期待愛了</div><div>把自己的生活攪的一蹋糊塗</div><div><br /></div><div>可能你和我一樣的沒自信</div><div>可能我和你一樣愛鑽牛角尖</div><div>今天我覺得難過極了</div><div>愛是不期望回報的嗎?是真的嗎?</div><div>那我此生就枉稱愛了</div><div>因為每當我看不見愛,</div><div>我就難過地悄悄走了。</div><div><br /></div><div>繁華鬧市中每一殼寂寞的心</div><div>都期待愛</div><div>都想愛與被愛</div><div>當愛似乎靠近時</div><div>卻有捉不住愛,不懂得愛</div><div>然後就高呼再也不需要愛了</div><div><br /></div><div>因為愛是互動的</div><div>是需要回報的?</div><div><br /></div><div>我愛你</div><div>我想我可能會永遠都愛著你</div><div>可是也許正因為如此</div><div>相愛變了一個無法解決的難題。。。</div><div>而永遠無法再愛下去了</div><div><br /></div><div>在愛情的烏托邦裡</div><div>我期待源源的愛</div><div>於是我需要放棄了</div><div>因為我沒有愛的能力和動力</div><div><br /></div><div>在知心的角度</div><div>我是永遠離不開你了</div><div>你是一個我費盡此生都想解開的拼圖遊戲</div><div>和你一塊兒探討人生實在太好玩了</div><div>:)</div><div><br /></div><div>你好好地休息吧</div><div>我知道你會想念我的</div><div>就像我也會想念你一樣<br /></div><div><br /></div><div>就像剛開始時一樣</div><div>風花雪月天南地北</div><div>簡簡單單</div><div>不是挺完美的麼</div><div>是你或是我太傻氣了</div><div>把大家都嚇壞了:)</div><div><br /></div><div>情緒感覺一重又一重的覆蓋在心上</div><div>多了就亂了</div><div>今天我整整齊齊地整理好了</div><div><br /></div><div>真真假假有誰真願意知道?</div><div>我還是原來的我</div><div>今朝有酒今朝醉就好了</div><div>是我終於看透了</div><div>還是我又隨你後</div><div>聽了你的話呢<br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>You and mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05345366950647389636noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1056066907752409757.post-90366695899923590582008-09-17T10:12:00.015+08:002008-09-18T15:12:00.123+08:00<div><div style="text-align: justify;">Dear M<br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">It is interesting to compare our horoscopes to check the compatibility of what is good or bad personal trails in us. I have got all 4 choices as the last time I studied this sort of mysterious stuff, they are partially affected by the birthdates... U were in the tail of Aqua, so i listed the next horoscope as well; Im was supposed to be born a month ago and I was born in the beginning so i'd like to try to the previous one as well... somehow there could be something fun we could find out....</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">I highlighted those in purple colour which I found interesting...</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);">(1) </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 19px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);">魔羯座(土)+水瓶(風)=塵(踏實)</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 19px;font-size:13px;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 19px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">有活力的一對;共同的特性:穩定。</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 18px; "></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 19px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 18px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">我:傳統的處事方式,同一個錯誤做一千遍也不厭,至到找到出路為止。</span></span></span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 18px; "><div style="text-align: justify; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">你:你最愛不按理出牌啦﹣我懂你。</span></div><div style="text-align: justify; "><div style="text-align: justify; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">可是我倆卻又同時不滿於現狀,要發掘新方向,要最完美的人生,結果就總是沒完沒了。。。</span></div><div style="text-align: justify; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">(看我倆同樣地尋醉埋醉於生活/烏托邦就知道這裡說的有多准確了。。。其它人,跟本不認為需要去尋醉。。。或何為不醉?</span></div><div style="text-align: justify; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">看來我們需要學習放棄在人生中不斷地跨欄/追求完美的特性了。。。</span></div><div style="text-align: justify; "><div style="text-align: justify; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">正因為如此才互相吸引了吧?<br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">我需要看多一點外面的可能性;你需要多一點點兒的穩定.</span></div><div style="text-align: justify; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">和“後水瓶”你在各層面的根本和理智上都好。柔和的金星讓我倆崇愛美麗的東西。如果可少一點點兒“太過講究 affectio and attention“就可以成為很好的一對。</span></div><div style="text-align: justify; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:13px;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:13px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">So we </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">should not have affection and attention ?</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(20, 20, 20); line-height: 14px; "><p style="word-wrap: break-word; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; overflow-x: auto; overflow-y: auto; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">it means we are the logical pairs ... but not the emotional pairs.</span></span></p><p style="word-wrap: break-word; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; overflow-x: auto; overflow-y: auto; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:13px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">I thought we were quite emotional...</span></span></p><p style="text-align: right;word-wrap: break-word; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; overflow-x: auto; overflow-y: auto; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:13px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">Wednesday, 17 Sep 2008 15:47</span></span></p><p style="word-wrap: break-word; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; overflow-x: auto; overflow-y: auto; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:13px;"><br /></span></p><p style="word-wrap: break-word; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; overflow-x: auto; overflow-y: auto; "><br /></p></span></div></div></div></span><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Capricorn + Aquarius : </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Earth + Air = Dust</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 18px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Capricorn and Aquarius create a mysterious combination of energies. </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 18px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:georgia;"><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Both of you are ruled by the planet Saturn, which means you have certain qualities in common, such as stability and predictability. But Aquarius also has the influence of Uranus, which leads to unpredictability.You’re thoroughly traditional, and love to stick to the tried and tested, whereas Aquarius believes that existing structures must be broken down. They’re not content with things as they are, and are constantly pushing situations to the limit.They also believe life should be explored and new ideas should be tested out; this is the way, they say, to get the most out of life. This approach can present immense hurdles for both of you. On the other hand, maybe these opposite natures are just what you both need. Perhaps you and Aquarius are two sides of the same coin. You need a bit of a push to move you out of your comfort zone and Aquarius needs your steady hand to keep them anchored in the here and now.</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Your tastes in other areas of life also differ. You like antiques, and traditional art, where Aquarius likes more modern furnishings and abstract art. There could be the same sorts of differences in your musical tastes.</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">There are also some doubts in the area of intimacy. The explorer in Aquarius will make you feel a little staid and boring. If you take up some of the exciting sexual opportunities on offer it could bring you together far more quickly.</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">You’ll be enlightened by your excursions into new territory, and Aquarius might learn that a bit of old-fashioned lovemaking is just as pleasurable as anything else. Both of you should exercise a little open-mindedness in these matters, focus on your similarities rather than your differences, and give the other person’s style a go. </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Aquarians born between 21 January and 30 January are the revolutionaries of life. They will make you feel very uneasy, especially if they push their agenda too hard and fast. You will only be able to take measured doses of these people. Take it slow and easy with them. Aquarians born between 31 January and 8 February will bring you joy and humour, but are not necessarily fated for a long-term relationship with you. This combination could go either way. </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">You’ll feel comfortable, intellectually and physically, with Aquarians born between 9 February and 18 February. </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">The influence of Venus means they’re very much into all things beautiful. </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">They also tend to be a little excessive by nature, and love lots of affection and attention. </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">If you can to give them that, this could be a good match. <br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">***</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:13px;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-large;">(2) </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:13px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">You were born in the tail of Aqua, so I'd like to try to look into Pisces which might describe part of you.</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0); font-size:24px;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:13px;">縱然是個像土一樣柔和的zhu</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Capricorn + Pisces <br /><br />Earth + Water = Mud<br /><br />Although Capricorn and Pisces<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);"> are both feminine and receptive signs, </span>there are quite a few differences between you. </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">The feminine is <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">considered intuitive, in tune with emotions</span>, and while this may be true at a deeper level, <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">Capricorn is more drawn to the concrete and practical. </span><br /><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">Pisces</span>, on the other hand, is <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">obviously idealistic. </span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">They are into <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">self-sacrifice and philosophical concepts, not material self-interest. </span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">This could be hard for you to understand, being as <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">goal-oriented</span> as you are, and it could make you feel<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);"> poles apart.<br /></span><br />You like things that <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">can be proved, and don’t have much time for concepts that are beyond the senses. </span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Pisces tend to <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">feel life with their hearts rather than their minds,</span> and are constantly daydreaming. </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">This will <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">frustrate you if you feel Pisces is not doing anything practical.</span><br /><br />Nevertheless, Capricorn and Pisce<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">s can usually build a good friendship. </span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">They say that opposites attract; here’s your chance to test that theory. </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Don’t completely discount a Capricorn/Pisces love affair. <br /><br />You are very <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">capable of sustained work and self-sacrifice</span> towards material goals. </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Pisces is a<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);"> wonderful and selfless </span>worker as well, but <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">tends to do so for the benefit of others</span>. </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">So this can in fact be an extremely good combination if you both <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">understand a little of each other’s motivations. <br /></span><br />You’ll become <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">less self-centred and driven by work </span>if you get involved with Pisces. </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">And Pisces will become <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">more practical and will start to save money</span>. </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">Even though you’re not completely compatible, working together to build your relationship and your lives into something solid and enduring will eventually give you both a great deal of satisfaction. </span><br /><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">The most idealistic Pisces are those born between 19 February and 28/29 February. </span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">You could have a tough time with them, and eventually feel they are off with the fairies. </span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">There doesn’t seem to be a great initial connection; you might have to try hard with them to get to a deeper love. </span><br /><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">Pisces born between 1 March and 10 March have a strong lunar influence that colours their moods. You’ll feel comfortable with them. </span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">You’re quite likely to become strongly connected to them and look forward to a long-term partnership. <br /><br />With Pisceans born between 11 March and 20 March, friendship is a better bet than an intimate relationship. </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">These people are quite intense, and they can look a lot softer and more fragile than they really are. </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">You might think you have the upper hand with them, only to find that you’re very much mistaken. <br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">***</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-large;">(3) <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;">I was suppose to be born a month ago, plus Im in the beginning of Capricorn, so I'd like to look into Sag.</span></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0); font-size:24px;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-size:13px;">Sagittarius + Aquarius</span><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /><br /><br />Fire + Air = Hot Air<br /><br /><br /><br />Both Sagittarius and Aquarius<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);"> love a busy </span>— perhaps even<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);"> hectic — timetable</span>, and<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);"> love meeting people. </span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">You are likely to<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);"> become great friends. </span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">New and progressive ideas</span> and generally being in the centre of social action is something you both seek, so anything to do with clubs, theatres, outings and outdoor sports will attract both of you. <br /><br />But there are differences too. </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">Your enthusiasm and self-confidence makes you very warm and demonstrative; </span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">Aquarius is a little more aloof. </span><br /><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">You must remember that Aquarius is very quirky by nature and progressive in all their attitudes. Fortunately, this doesn’t worry you. </span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">You are happy to let people have their own views.</span><br /><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">But be prepared for some pretty abrupt and unexpected changes from Aquarius.</span> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 51, 255);">(ehmm....i don think i like surprises... before i found my solid ground....)</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">Even though they are more methodical and prudent than you, there are times when they need a complete change of pace. </span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">This might throw you off balance and leave you struggling to adjust. </span><br /><br />Life with an Aquarian <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">will be dynamic, and never dull or routine.</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 51, 255);">(Thank you for that, but Im not sure if Im ready for that...)</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">You’ll find yourselves spending hour upon hour deep in discussions — about everything from the environment to politics to conspiracy theories to who knows what. </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">You’ll entertain each other, and this will be the basis for a good, long-term friendship if nothing else.</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(102, 51, 255);"> (I enjoy and love that a lot)</span><br /><br />The sexual side of your relationship is likely to be high-energy and exciting. </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Aquarius is very electric, and very desirable. </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Your affection can help Aquarius relax and become calmer. </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">This will be a great improvement on their usual frenzied approach. </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">As long as they don’t bring that into the bedroom, you’ll be happy. <br /><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">If you find yourself with an Aquarian born between 21 January and 30 January you might be surprised to find just how strong-willed they are. </span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">It’s likely there will be a clash of wills, and a fierce clash at that! </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">Take extra precautions if you’re seriously thinking of a relationship with them. <br />Aquarians born between 31 January and 8 February are affected by the sign of Gemini and Mercury, which happens to rule your marriage sector. </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">Holy wedlock might just be on the cards if you end up in a relationship with someone born in this period. Good luck.<br /></span><br />Most Aquarians born between 9 February and 18 February <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">will be far more romantically drawn to you</span> if you’re born between 23 November and 1 December. </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">The touch of Venus will help <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">them soothe your soul and make you feel loved and cared for. </span><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">***</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-large;">(4)</span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br />Sagittarius + Pisces<br /><br /><br /><br />Fire + Water = Steam<br /><br /><br /><br />Both Sagittarius and Pisces are ruled by Jupiter. </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">This means you have some <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">immediate understanding of each other, and similar ways of thinking.</span><br /><br />But Pisces is also strongly influenced by Neptune, which makes them <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">dreamy, sensitive and even mystical. </span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">This appeals to your Sagittarian <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">idealism: you both feel there’s a deeper meaning to life. </span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">You could <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">spend a lot of time tuning in to these common interests</span> and building your relationship on them. <br /><br />There are also some significant differences between you. </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">For example,<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);"> you’re far more fiery and outgoing, and you could sometimes push receptive and easygoing Pisces to the point of retaliation.</span><br /><br />Also,<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);"> Pisces needs time to take in their surroundings, and likes to dream their dreams at their own pace. </span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">This is the opposite of your gung-ho approach — <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">you like to get things done now. </span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">You’d rather<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);"> implement dreams than dream them.</span> </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">This difference could be <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">a sticking point </span>in your relationship. <br /><br />Pisces does relate to the domestic side of Sagittarius, though. </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">This is because Pisces wants to settle into a familiar environment, create a family and get down to the job of living a life that is nurturing.<br /><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">That’s not to say they won’t enjoy exploring the world with you. </span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">The right sort of Pisces will soothe your tempestuous and volatile restlessness and share in the thrill of what you have to offer. </span><br /><br />The sexual and <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">emotional aspirations of Sagittarius and Pisces have a lot in common</span>, so there can be some exciting moments for the two of you, both inside and outside the bedroom. <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">Sensually speaking, this is a good match. </span><br /><br />You could have very similar interests to Pisces born between 19 February and 28/29 February. </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">These Pisceans have <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">an intuitive streak, so listen to their suggestions when they get a hunch. This can help develop your relationship, believe it or not. </span><br /><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">Be on guard when dealing with Pisces born between 1 March and 10 March — their overemotional sensitivity can create disturbances for you. </span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">They are finicky about the way you should save or spend your money. </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">Being as free and easy as you are, this won’t be easy to adjust to. <br /><br />You’ll love mixing with Pisces born between the 11 March and 20 March. </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">They are strongly influenced by Mars, Pluto and Jupiter. </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:x-small;">There will be something secretive or clandestine about your contact with these Pisceans, though, so be prepared for a rather different type of relationship if you’re serious about getting involved with them. </span><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">***</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 24px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">水瓶男 VS. 魔羯女<br /><br />配對評分:74 分<br /><br />☆☆☆ 還不錯的一對 ☆☆☆ <br /><br /><br /><br />解析:<br /><br /><br /><br />一般人總認為風象星座和土象星座是不合的,但這也有程度比較上的不同,水瓶座和摩羯座是<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">相鄰的兩個星座</span>,也是這兩象星座組合<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">配對中比較好</span>的一對。<br /><br />但是要知道,摩羯跟您<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">一樣是不太交心的星座</span>,並且不像您表面較有親和力,不但外表有距離感,<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">表裡如一的摩羯心也不怎麼好接近。</span><br /><br /><br /><br />注意事項:<br /><br /><br /><br />瓶子覺得<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">摩羯座的人看似簡單,但事實上卻不單純,而且也很嚴肅</span>;<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">雖然</span>他要的一切與做事方式對您來說,<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">是太過實際</span>,但對您而言,<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">他就像是鎮定劑,能帶給您穩固的安定感</span>。建議您與摩羯能<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">以工作上相輔相成的配合方式</span>談戀愛,那會<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">因比較實際的共同目標</span>而攜手;這樣摩羯的<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">注意力會分散</span>,瓶子會覺得<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">比較自由、沒壓迫感...</span>^_*<br /><br />瓶子<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">善作未來的計劃,</span>合著摩羯座<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">刻苦耐勞的精神</span>,這樣的搭配將無往不利。<br /><br />↑以水瓶來講~<br /><br /><br /><br />解析:<br /><br />土象星座遇上風象星座,通常<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">他覺得無趣</span>,<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">您則覺得無力</span>,不容易組合成功。幸好,摩羯與瓶子位置相鄰,<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">自然有些親切感。</span>不過,<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">對人生目標確定、做事穩重的摩羯</span>,總認為<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">理想派的瓶子一心想打破傳統,實在是太烏托邦</span>;<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">雖然想法高妙,令您崇拜眩目</span>,可是您又清楚他的想法不太踏實。在瓶子來說,<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">像您這款“用力”愛他,實在讓他不知如何是好</span>。<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">他是如此的博愛,對每個人都一律平等的友好,要怎麼給您“相同”的回報呢?</span>這種“平等”的態度,絕對會是讓您非常非常嫉妒的一點!<br /><br /><br /><br />注意事項:<br /><br /><br /><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">摩羯的您,一遇上知性聰明的人就抵擋不住,所以瓶子豐富的知識,中性清新又幽默的性格與冷靜的處事態度,很能挑動您的心弦,相處起來會相當愉快。</span>可是,您是個標準的實踐主義者,瓶子這些吸引您的特質,一半來自他平時對興趣的投資,時間與金錢一樣也不少,您看在眼裡,覺得他實在既不經濟又無所事事,尤其他所做的事,最後大概有百分之八十會沒“結果”;做朋友還好,若是情人、夫妻實在蠻辛苦的!<br /><br />您若真受他的特質所吸引,必須要克制自己想教育他邁入現實化的慾望,您還是可以用長輩的姿態去疼愛他,卻不要用老早過氣的高壓命命方式。<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">其實大膽作夢的瓶子所“幻想”的事,並不是絕無可能達成,他缺的是像您這般英明睿智的後援支持</span>。別急著去指責、嘮叨他,試著幫他實踐才有建設性嘛!切記:再怎麼用力愛他,嘔心瀝血,也比不上用心和他一起經營志趣來得有用。<br /><br />↑以魔羯來說~</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 24px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(20, 20, 20); line-height: 14px; "><div class="combine" style="word-wrap: break-word; margin-top: 3px; padding-top: 2px; border-top-width: 1px; border-top-style: solid; border-top-color: rgb(221, 221, 221); "><a href="http://tw.knowledge.yahoo.com/question/question?qid=1608012003860" title="http://tw.knowledge.yahoo.com/question/question?qid=1608012003860" style="word-wrap: break-word; color: rgb(0, 51, 204); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">http://tw.knowledge.yahoo.com/question/question?qid=1608012003860</span></a><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> (aquarius)</span></div><div class="combine" style="word-wrap: break-word; margin-top: 3px; padding-top: 2px; border-top-width: 1px; border-top-style: solid; border-top-color: rgb(221, 221, 221); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"> 缺點是:自我、冷漠、太理性、難以捉摸、缺乏熱情<br /> 不易親近、不合群、叛逆、固執、不知變通、情緒化<br /> 疑心病強、心機重(?)、善變、懶惰、缺乏自動性</span></div><div class="combine" style="word-wrap: break-word; margin-top: 3px; padding-top: 2px; border-top-width: 1px; border-top-style: solid; border-top-color: rgb(221, 221, 221); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">hahaha</span></div><div class="combine" style="word-wrap: break-word; margin-top: 3px; padding-top: 2px; border-top-width: 1px; border-top-style: solid; border-top-color: rgb(221, 221, 221); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">my bf is really lazy</span></div><div class="combine" style="word-wrap: break-word; margin-top: 3px; padding-top: 2px; border-top-width: 1px; border-top-style: solid; border-top-color: rgb(221, 221, 221); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></div><div class="combine" style="word-wrap: break-word; margin-top: 3px; padding-top: 2px; border-top-width: 1px; border-top-style: solid; border-top-color: rgb(221, 221, 221); "><p style="word-wrap: break-word; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; overflow-x: auto; overflow-y: auto; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">10.魔羯熟女最看不上的男生…牡羊座。<br /><br />魔羯座的女生很成熟,凡事都想的很完整,做事情很有計畫,可是牡羊座要做就做,即使沒有計畫他也相信世界為他而開,久而久之牡羊男的幼稚行為會讓魔羯女發現她是在照顧一個小孩,這是魔羯女最受不了的事情。</span></p><div class="combine" style="word-wrap: break-word; margin-top: 3px; padding-top: 2px; border-top-width: 1px; border-top-style: solid; border-top-color: rgb(221, 221, 221); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">.與處女座女生最難溝通的男生星座是…水瓶座。<br /><br />水瓶座的男生讓處女座的女生感到很挫敗,為了水瓶男好,為他想盡所有的事情,水瓶男沒有反應就是沒有反應,因為對水瓶男而言進度是掌握在自己手裡,雖然他愛對方也沒有離開對方,但卻不代表對方可以改變他</span></div><div class="combine" style="word-wrap: break-word; margin-top: 3px; padding-top: 2px; border-top-width: 1px; border-top-style: solid; border-top-color: rgb(221, 221, 221); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">hahah too true</span></div><div class="combine" style="word-wrap: break-word; margin-top: 3px; padding-top: 2px; border-top-width: 1px; border-top-style: solid; border-top-color: rgb(221, 221, 221); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">水瓶座的男人有時候對朋友的好已經超過對女朋友的好,因為水瓶男對女友的態度有時候是忽冷忽熱或者不理不踩,但是他對普通的朋友甚至是異性的朋友都非常的好,其實水瓶座的特性就是對於親近的人是不用感覺的,反而是對有點距離的人特別好,因此久而久之會讓水瓶男的女朋友覺得自己在他的心目中越來越沒有份量,自然心中就沒有安全感。</span></div></div></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 24px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">http://tw.knowledge.yahoo.com/question/question?qid=1105062710646</span><br /></div></span></span></div>You and mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05345366950647389636noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1056066907752409757.post-67136597969451761072008-09-14T02:25:00.005+08:002008-09-14T02:41:48.978+08:00往後一個人。。。<div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; font-family:Tahoma;font-size:11px;"><a href="http://imageshack.us/"><img src="http://img143.imageshack.us/img143/7939/376403930d14576d927fv5.jpg" border="0" alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us" /></a><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); text-decoration: underline;"><br /></span></span></div><div><br /></div>今夜<div>你說需要我<div>於是</div><div>我希望能為你做些什麼</div><div>至少和你說說話</div><div><br /></div><div>可我卻礙於P正在需要著你</div><div>所以今天我是一通電話都沒打出過。。。</div><div>從早上想想打個電話給你鼓勵你</div><div>到下午想打個電話給好友們分享我的決定</div><div>到晚上看見無奈的痛</div><div>到現在</div><div>我還是選擇了一個人度過。。。<br /></div><div>我想,從此以後就這樣靜靜地就算了吧</div><div>營營碌碌那麼多年了</div><div>是否就是時候學習一下.安.靜</div><div>:)</div><div><br /></div><div>如果你這個零晨你看見了這一篇</div><div>我想讓你知道我現在獨自在家裡</div><div>你可以找我喧一喧</div><div>和你說話很貼心。</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div></div>You and mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05345366950647389636noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1056066907752409757.post-37673818384618991542008-09-13T23:12:00.006+08:002008-09-13T23:57:31.093+08:00在似鏡明月下 - 原來這叫無奈<div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; font-family:Tahoma;font-size:11px;"><a href="http://imageshack.us/"><img src="http://img357.imageshack.us/img357/2862/379059145a6e8fff471nz3.jpg" border="0" alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us" /></a><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); text-decoration: underline;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; text-decoration: underline;font-family:Tahoma;font-size:48px;"><br /></span></div><div>今夜</div><div>在似鏡明月下、在嬉戲中、在安靜中</div><div>我嘗試想像有一天我離開了這個暄鬧的家庭</div><div>到底也是一個痛</div><div>到底也不會像想像中地灑脫。</div><div><br /></div><div>然後</div><div>我品嘗著傷痛</div><div>想起了你的話</div><div>原來你就是這樣在喜樂中看見痛?痛裡尋喜樂?</div><div><br /></div><div>原來,是這樣的一種痛。</div><div>願似鏡明月寄意<br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>*<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>*<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>*<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>*<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>*</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>我看見自己第一次</div><div>由頭到尾都只任由自己為自己作伴、傾訴。</div><div>這次我希望可以自己為自己維護一次</div><div>因為我此生都讓人照顧得太多了</div><div>這次我想靜靜地看看自己</div><div>如何面對</div><div>如何選擇</div><div>如何照顧自己</div><div><br /></div><div>我帶著作者華麗的情感</div><div>也提醒自己保持作者的理智</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>You and mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05345366950647389636noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1056066907752409757.post-11593525086770863532008-09-13T13:24:00.016+08:002008-09-13T14:52:50.512+08:0016. 風聞有你 In rumour of...<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-style: normal; white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; font-family:Tahoma;font-size:11px;"><a href="http://imageshack.us/"><img src="http://img390.imageshack.us/img390/2638/561954897eb331e7f81ds4.jpg" border="0" alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us" /></a><br /></span><br /></div><div><br /></div>Network seems to have problem... Good Night! </span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">And I will hug my pillow as if holding you :)</span></span><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">Saturday, 13 Sep 2008 6:00</span></span></div><div><br /></div><div>I assume that you mean </div><div>你懂我了</div><div>然後想疼我</div><div>而把我擁入懷內</div><div><br /></div><div>或者今晚的分享</div><div>讓你看見了自己的需要</div><div><br /></div><div>無論如何</div><div>和你一起回顧過去是種貼心的感受</div><div>慢慢揭開一個又一個未痊癒卻密密封閉的蒼疤</div><div>用不同的角度來審視人生觀</div><div>這是一個好的感受</div><div><br /></div><div>究竟是你真的是如此完美</div><div>還是我的想像力太豐富了?</div><div>因為無論你捎來怎樣的詞句</div><div>我都可以寫上我的感想</div><div>成為你的follower</div><div>(我有跟對了嗎?)</div><div><br /></div><div>而你一直都在追看下一集</div><div>是你太自愛了</div><div>還是你太渴望被愛了?</div><div><br /></div><div>到底我們是否如此完美</div><div>還是我們都愛在夢中尋醉?</div><div><br /></div><div>我沒法弄清楚</div><div>可我只好再次對自己說,</div><div>我想珍惜我的感受</div><div>而我只需要自己對自己負責</div><div>有一天如果你要走了</div><div>我也同樣地慶興此生我見過你了</div><div>因為向來你都只在書中、戲中、傳說中、夢中出現過。。。</div><div><br /></div><div>*<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>*<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>*<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>*</div><div><br /></div><div>告訴我<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span> 我的文字帶出來的思想太恐怖了吧</div><div>因為你跟本沒做過什麼</div><div>而是我在自個兒地自諞自導自演自憐自愛</div><div><br /></div><div>然後我就會同樣地回答你說</div><div>我會聽你的</div><div>我也會相信這一切都是假相</div><div>我只是想為自己和你寫一個動人的故事</div><div>而把自己投放在裡邊</div><div><br /></div><div>然後我就再次輕鬆地站起來</div><div>繼續在完美的生活裡埋醉</div><div><br /></div><div>因為我永遠抱著兩種最極端的思想</div><div>無論後來的事實是那一樣</div><div>我才有能力站起來。</div><div><br /></div><div>就像我在忙碌的生活中摘寫美麗的博客一樣</div><div>我貪心地要把兩個自己都兼顧了。</div><div><br /></div><div>我希望你不會害怕或為我難過</div><div><br /></div><div>我只是希望可以依俯在你心裡的一條可憐虫</div><div>悄悄地、靜靜地、不驚動任何人</div><div>只有我和你。</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;">第十六篇</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;">這開始了全新的一輯</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="">因為我在過去3星期</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="">自諞自導自演自娛自傷自癒了自己的</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="">一齣人生的戲</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="">我還為自己摘寫了</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="">一篇人生的總結 ﹣</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="">一封要他放開</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="">我的信箋。<br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=""><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="">因為惟有這樣我才能容許自己愛你/愛我自己。</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="">這全然不同的感受是我今夜想對你說的話。</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="">謝謝你在過去不放棄的愛</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="">而我自發地找到自己</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="">是你?還是《祕密》?還是我?還是神?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="">我竟然有如此一舉</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="">It is a definitely a milestone to mark in my life</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div><br /></div></div>You and mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05345366950647389636noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1056066907752409757.post-1092084464491563382008-09-12T05:38:00.019+08:002008-09-12T11:49:23.219+08:00愛 L.O.V.E.<div><div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; font-family:Tahoma;font-size:48px;"><a href="http://imageshack.us/"><img src="http://img141.imageshack.us/img141/580/2399274111c4f93274bvy8.jpg" border="0" alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us" /></a></span><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">謝謝你的愛<br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div></div></div><div>是如此地.巨.大.和.完.美.</div><div><br /></div><div>讓人.溫.暖.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; font-family:Tahoma;font-size:11px;"><a href="http://imageshack.us/"><img src="http://img390.imageshack.us/img390/134/186570884d856bf733fuw3.jpg" border="0" alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us" /></a></span></div><div><br /></div><div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; font-family:Tahoma;font-size:48px;"><a href="http://imageshack.us/"><img src="http://img367.imageshack.us/img367/8996/39408313983b796d746yb7.jpg" border="0" alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us" /></a></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px;font-family:Tahoma;font-size:48px;"><br /></span></div></div><div><br /></div><div>我卻免不了懷疑</div><div>我也能有如此的付出麼?</div><div>回顧</div><div>我只有能力努力地深愛過他們</div><div>只有能力讓他們看見我的愛和包容</div><div>只有能力在彼此生命中永遠留下深刻的痕跡</div><div><br /></div><div>愛是萬般包容<br /></div><div>我以為我懂.愛?<br /></div><div>原來我包容的程度是膚淺的、短暫的</div><div><br /></div><div>在後來我還是告訴他們我要走了<br /></div><div>我沒能力再愛下去了</div><div><br /></div><div>是誰膚淺?</div><div>是誰短視?</div><div>是誰沒能力?</div><div>是誰不願意努力?</div><div>我。<br /></div><div><br /></div><div>打著尋愛,沒人愛,要被人愛的旗號</div><div>到底原來是自己沒能力去愛</div><div><br /></div><div>學什麼人談情說愛?</div><div>我只好自私地安慰自己說<br /></div><div>我太渴望愛、</div><div>於是愛的太快了</div><div>然後發覺愛錯了。。。</div><div><br /></div><div>愛裡沒有對錯?</div><div>我只好自私地安慰自己說<br /></div><div>我在愛裡學習了、成長了</div><div>我一次比一次更懂得愛和包容了。。。</div><div><br /></div><div>你</div><div>害怕我所謂的愛麼</div><div>我此等膚淺高傲的愛跟本不堪一擊。。。</div><div><br /></div><div>原來我努力了一生去學習愛和生活</div><div>只能是個讓世人詫異驚喜的煙幕</div><div>骨子裡我跟本不.會.愛.</div><div><br /></div><div>告訴我這種懼怕只是</div><div>深愛你</div><div>必經的過程之一吧</div><div><br /></div><div>告訴我你看見我的愛吧</div><div>告訴我愛上了我的愛吧</div><div>告訴我你需要我這些即使不完美的愛吧</div><div><br /></div><div>那我就不顧一切再次去愛了</div><div><br /></div><div>教我.愛。</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; font-family:Tahoma;font-size:48px;"><a href="http://imageshack.us/"><img src="http://img329.imageshack.us/img329/4250/2497228548264302667lq2.jpg" border="0" alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us" /></a></span><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; font-family:Tahoma;font-size:11px;"><a href="http://imageshack.us/"><img src="http://img513.imageshack.us/img513/664/22256648087eded8fffcpm2.jpg" border="0" alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us" /></a><br /></span><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>你說,要在生活中活出我們的烏托邦</div><div>那是痛苦中享樂吧?</div><div>惟有這樣了</div><div>那是否很無奈和悲哀</div><div>還是該慶幸和感恩</div><div><br /></div><div>你說,要用你的方式來愛我</div><div>原來那也本是我的方式</div><div>只是讓誤會遮蓋了一會兒罷了</div><div>被你愛,看見你的真誠</div><div>好感動</div><div>也讓人感到溫柔<br /></div><div><br /></div><div>我愛這樣的靜靜地、平靜地、溫和地、</div><div>和你分享生活</div><div>想你<br /></div><div><br /></div><div>風兒說過,有一種不占據的愛</div><div>原來是真的, 是我沒聽懂過。。。</div><div><br /></div><div>*<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>*<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>*<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>*<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span></div><div><br /></div><div>在你巨大的愛裡,</div><div>我有著種種不安。。。</div><div>是我多愁善感了吧?</div><div>還是我貪心了呢?<br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>You and mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05345366950647389636noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1056066907752409757.post-42347359980607911872008-09-11T17:28:00.012+08:002008-09-12T12:07:12.027+08:0015. 愛我的你。。。 Promise<span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: separate; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-style: normal; white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; font-family:Tahoma;font-size:11px;"><a href="http://imageshack.us/"><img src="http://img159.imageshack.us/img159/8027/387901255b2fc7227cfbm8.jpg" border="0" alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us" /></a><br /></span><br /></div><div><br /></div>Yes I love you and Yes I won't abandon you. </span></span></span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">I can say this in confident because through out my experiences, </span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">it is almost a guarantee that I never abandon the person I love .... </span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br />To me ... or my site of story for past 2 weeks are : </span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">I never leave you, </span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">I got tight up, </span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">I didn't email you </span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">and I didn't sms you </span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">but I was always thinking about you </span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">and wondering what I could do to ease your feeling </span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">but ended up I couldn't do a thing at that time. </span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">The best thing I could do, at that time, </span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">was asking you to give me some Time. </span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-style: italic;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Then when I finally able to make time to write you .... </span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">You have said you are gone. </span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-style: italic;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">My heart was really sour at that time. </span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">To me, it was another typical my life stage where </span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">someone I love left me before I have a chance to share .... </span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">especially I was preparing to share so much ....</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br />I was hurt, </span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">I had sour heart. </span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">But I treasure the feeling you gave me, </span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">thus I love you more. </span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">However, I had to make a mark on that scar .... </span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">as my 1st scar in my heart from you. </span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br />I don't know if you remember my "hurt me twice" rule ? </span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">I don't know yet if I can take the 3rd hit from you. </span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">I don't know if I will get defensive when you strike me the 3rd time .... </span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">but even if I have to protect myself by then, </span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">I can surely let you know now, </span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">I still love you exactly the same as always if not more ... </span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">and I would probably just entering into a self protect mechanism. </span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">This is the button I beg you not to push .... now. </span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Coz I need you </span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">and I will hate myself </span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">if I restrain myself to contact you again .... </span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br />On my part, </span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">I love a person as she is. </span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-style: italic; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">I have no expectation ... well, may be not entirely true. </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-style: italic; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">I do have expectations </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-style: italic; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">but those expectations would not affect my love to her. </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-style: italic; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">When she didn't do as 'I expected' I just get disappointed, upset ... </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-style: italic; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">but I still treasure those feeling she gave me, </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-style: italic; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">hence continue to love her ...</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-style: italic;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">... I usually take a much longer time to express my feeling... </span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">I needed to think of a way to express my love...</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">and to express it at the right moment where I can be very sure she can feel it. </span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"> ....... else I don't do anything at all.</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><br />With you ....</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"> I broke that 'way of dealing' of mine. </span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">I said it out loud I miss you and I love you </span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">before I spend time to think of how I should express my love this time etc. </span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-style: italic;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">By now that I have tried both ways, </span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">I think the previous approach is still better for me. </span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-style: italic;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">No matter how many times I type the words miss and love, </span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">I don't think you can feel what I really want you to know. </span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">Because when I typed it, I didn't feel it neither ... </span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">or I just don't feel enough ... how could u ever feel any better then ? isn't it ?</span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-style: italic;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br />*HUG*<br />M</span></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Thursday, 11 Sep 2008 02:11</span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-style: italic;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; ">I want you to hold me tight... </span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; ">and never let go of me, anymore...</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-style: italic;font-size:13px;"><br /></span></div>You and mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05345366950647389636noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1056066907752409757.post-31348365111548802092008-09-11T14:25:00.003+08:002008-09-12T06:35:02.069+08:0014. 請來看我、讀我、聽我吧。。。A beautiful & sunny day...<div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; font-family:Tahoma;font-size:11px;"><a href="http://imageshack.us/"><img src="http://img186.imageshack.us/img186/4195/392847573cf326a482bkb4.jpg" border="0" alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us" /></a><br /></span><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); text-decoration: underline;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-style: italic; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Started work so i wont have time again, just to let you know. </span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-style: italic; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Take good care ya! </span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-style: italic; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Miss you!</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-style: italic; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Tuesday, 9 Sep 2008 15:51</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">謝謝妳的電話</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">真的心花怒放</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">今天空氣特別好</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">什麼都美麗了</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">妳沒說錯,我真的會愛上妳的聲音</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">希望我也沒太令妳失望。。。</span></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">Thursday, 11 Sep 2008 10:18</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">I meant the same and from the bottom of my heart. </span></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">But I don't have the confidence that those words can translate the same level of my feeling to you. </span></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">So I feel that those words are not enough to make you feel what I want to express, but I do mean them, every single time....</span></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">... </span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">Your mail is one special thing that I want to find time by myself, sit down and slowly read them ... which I don't have now yet.<span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: separate;"> </span></span></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">Love ya !!</span></span></span></span></div></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">11 Sep 2008 10:25</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-style: italic;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-style: italic;">You didn't hurt me, I said i was hurt. </span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-style: italic;">They carry different meaning. </span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-style: italic;">And I'm OK2 with all the things you said and did so I guess that make us same when comes to treating each other.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><div style="text-align: right; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-style: italic; ">11 Sep 2008 13:15</span><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-style: italic;"><br /></span></div></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-style: italic;">Today I see blossom in Utopia. </span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-style: italic;">I have always looked up in the past and talked to wind. </span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-style: italic;">Now we know our root under our feet is strong and it has come to life. </span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-style: italic;">Love.</span></div><div style="text-align: right; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-style: italic; ">11 Sep 2008 13:27</span><br /></div><div style="text-align: right; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-style: italic;"><br /></span></div><div>Pick me...<br /></div><div>See me as the sensual one out of my rational shelf;</div><div><div>a caring one out of the sarcastic shelf;</div><div>a soft and gentle one out of firm and tough shelf...</div><div>在我的自信中找到不安吧。。。</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div></div>You and mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05345366950647389636noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1056066907752409757.post-37509716219843805892008-09-08T10:02:00.012+08:002008-09-30T14:28:00.933+08:0013. 愛相隨 Wanna follow you...<div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; font-family:Tahoma;font-size:11px;"><a href="http://imageshack.us/"><img src="http://img139.imageshack.us/img139/5106/2497228548264302667yq2.jpg" border="0" alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us" /></a></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px;font-family:Tahoma;font-size:48px;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; font-family:Tahoma;font-size:11px;"><a href="http://imageshack.us/"><img src="http://img83.imageshack.us/img83/592/2497228548264302667bh0.jpg" border="0" alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us" /></a><br /></span></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; font-family:Tahoma;font-size:11px;"><a href="http://imageshack.us/"><img src="http://img329.imageshack.us/img329/4250/2497228548264302667lq2.jpg" border="0" alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us" /></a><br /></span><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size:13px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">if you look and read all our messages with my point of view, </span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size:13px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">you will see how much 2 person in love and deeply in trust with each other without doubt. </span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size:13px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><br /></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size:13px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">... by now, there isn't any broad love or personal love anymore, </span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-size:13px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">its just love and purely just love.</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-style: italic;font-size:13px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">Sunday 7 Sep 2008 9:57</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; font-family:arial;font-size:13px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: 'Trebuchet MS'; font-size: 10px; line-height: 14px; "><p style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.75em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 140%; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;">even though it is 是個不斷探索的錯, I will still be with you forever .... right or wrong, now or ever, True Love has no condition ... I love you ...</span></span></span></span></p><p class="comment-timestamp" style="text-align: right;margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.75em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 140%; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia;">Monday, 8 September 2008 11:33</span></span></span></span></p><p class="comment-timestamp" style="color: rgb(119, 119, 119); font-size: 90%; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.75em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 140%; "><br /></p></span></div><div>親愛的<br /></div><div><br /></div><div>我懂了</div><div>我看見了你的愛護</div><div>那也是我永遠不願意離開的原因</div><div><br /></div><div>我從不安的開始等待</div><div>直到不安的情緒包圍我</div><div>你說對了</div><div>我選擇了看見我自己</div><div>這個不安全、不相信自己能擁有的人</div><div>你是否也有過這樣的懷疑呢?</div><div>只是你冷靜地處理了?</div><div>而我總是習慣了從no pain no gain中成長</div><div><div>下一次我仍然會選擇不安的情緒和猜策<br /></div><div>直到你完全滿足我的不安為止。</div><div>我的不安你從一開始就看見了,不是麼?</div><div>平撫我的不安,不是你希望做到的麼?</div><div>我希望你,來。</div><div><br /></div></div><div>另一樣你卻說錯了</div><div>我一點兒也不喜歡crash & burn</div><div>那是諷刺意味的形容詞</div><div>諷刺自己的無奈和渴望</div><div><br /></div><div>我們是什麼都想要,卻什麼的要不了,於是什麼都不想要的一對兒</div><div><br /></div><div>我期盼當你回來後</div><div>你能更準確地擁有我<br /></div><div>因為我也一直在等候著你</div><div><br /></div><div>我愛你</div><div>所以也比你想擁有我而更想擁有你</div><div>我在乎你眼中的我</div><div>我在乎你是否真的看見我</div><div>然後我又在乎你是否在看見更多的我後還更想擁有我</div><div>還是你需要放開我了。。。</div><div>所以我將會在無止盡的疑惑中</div><div><br /></div><div>我把一切都呈現給你</div><div>我也看見了真城的你</div><div>否則我不會選擇難以自拔,選擇自我療傷。</div><div>我希望你懂我</div><div>然後告訴我你也愛上我</div><div><br /></div><div>然後我們才正式地開始以愛相伴相隨在左右</div><div><br /></div><div>。。。你希歡我相伴相隨麼?</div><div>像我一樣的期盼麼?</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>You and mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05345366950647389636noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1056066907752409757.post-72400883468569336812008-09-08T05:07:00.002+08:002008-09-12T05:37:52.213+08:00在烏托邦的黑洞裡...只有你和我 In darkness, just you and me<div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; font-family:Tahoma;font-size:11px;"><a href="http://imageshack.us/"><img src="http://img206.imageshack.us/img206/2596/687910261994f5e3042ir5.jpg" border="0" alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us" /></a><br /></span><br /></div>親愛的<div><br /></div><div>“你知道麼?”</div><div>“你明白麼?”</div><div><br /></div><div>這就是從一開始所有表達的後面含意</div><div>從一句又一句的對白</div><div>躍到長長的電郵、到一篇篇博客文中</div><div>為的是向你顯示</div><div>你在被愛的範圍和程度</div><div>和</div><div>我渴望被聽見的程度</div><div><br /></div><div>像你當初說的一樣<br /></div><div>沿路而來</div><div>你都一直默默地為對方付出而都不表達</div><div>希望有一天能被聽懂、被愛</div><div><br /></div><div>可是卻沒人前來過</div><div>這就是我們相遇的時刻﹣</div><div>了解等待的痛苦、而希望自己就是彼此的慰藉的出口</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; font-family:Tahoma;font-size:11px;"><a href="http://imageshack.us/"><img src="http://img231.imageshack.us/img231/8769/2168843747eb3a39ac88jf1.jpg" border="0" alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us" /></a><br /></span><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>今天</div><div>我們相知相惜的程度卻被寡足不前的原由</div><div>除了是因為我的幼稚</div><div>還因為你的自負。</div><div>這是個處於兩極的致命傷。</div><div><br /></div><div>於是</div><div>我看書去</div><div>我不斷地嘗試用盡辦法再次讀你去</div><div>我的努力要被認同、看見、珍惜</div><div>否則我就去了。。。</div><div><br /></div><div>而你<br /></div><div>願意帶我走出胡同麼?</div><div><br /></div><div>在我疲累地在黑暗中尋覓時</div><div>你來了,牽我的手</div><div>引我和你一同探索人生去</div><div>我雀躍地告訴你我願意相隨</div><div>我向你哭訴過去在等你出現的身心的疲累和疼痛</div><div>我等待著你也一樣告訴我你的過去</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; font-family:Tahoma;font-size:11px;"><a href="http://imageshack.us/"><img src="http://img205.imageshack.us/img205/6779/20629251189748c0e3a8jj0.jpg" border="0" alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us" /></a><br /></span><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); text-decoration: underline;"><br /></span></div><div>你的出現</div><div>讓珍惜你的人感動</div><div>讓不懂你的人懼怕</div><div><br /></div><div>可是到目前為止</div><div>我只看到</div><div>自己頂多只是個能看見你的人<br /></div><div>而不是能隨你去的人</div><div>是自卑感作祟還是你自負地以為我懂了﹣我不知道</div><div>和<br /></div><div>有時候</div><div>自憐自悲地像其它的她她她一樣</div><div>是個想自負地捉住你的人</div><div><br /></div><div>我還未聽完你和其它人相交的故事呢</div><div>可是在你愛我程度看來</div><div>如果說</div><div>我真的把你看懂了而得到了你的愛的話</div><div>你一定不願意放開我了</div><div>因為我們有著不可預知的未來</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; font-family:Tahoma;font-size:11px;"><a href="http://imageshack.us/"><img src="http://img205.imageshack.us/img205/8324/129526800829811bccd2xi6.jpg" border="0" alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us" /></a><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); text-decoration: underline;"><br /></span></span></div><div><br /></div><div>你也看見了<br /></div><div>山一樣的你不需要做什麼</div><div>雲兒就到處四周從各角度尋你去</div><div>自諞自導自演自傷自痛自療自愛</div><div><br /></div><div>你稍來的一詞一句</div><div>牽引我的配合走下去</div><div>我看見我們美麗的組合</div><div>和那幻變絢麗、不可限量的未來<br /></div><div>可你也看見了麼?<br /></div><div><br /></div><div>你的自負有我卑微的相隨;</div><div>我的幼稚你除了等待,還有別的麼?</div><div>可是無論你選擇如何</div><div>我會來的,</div><div>可是如果你等的心急了,你可以前來牽我一把麼?</div><div>我希望你會</div><div><br /></div><div>我會繼續耐心地等候</div><div>即使在愛裡度秒如日</div><div>因為我更愛的是像我一樣熱情的你</div><div>我不相信我愛上的是這個冷默的你</div><div>我明白你有著比“我們”更多的責任</div><div><br /></div><div>我和其它的她她她都一樣<br /></div><div>要的是重覆的數量</div><div>而不是品質的新鮮感</div><div>來確定自己應該留下</div><div><br /></div><div>當我不再問的時後</div><div>就是我不想再留下的時候了</div><div><br /></div><div>祖 他今天反常地以我過去的口吻問我說</div><div>妳怎麼不說話了</div><div>妳在想什麼</div><div>我好心疼<br /></div><div>等了十年我以為我還會再等下去</div><div>可是原來我高估了自己的耐性</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; font-family:Tahoma;font-size:11px;"><a href="http://imageshack.us/"><img src="http://img147.imageshack.us/img147/3174/7621121127acc79d8d0lu4.jpg" border="0" alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us" /></a><br /></span><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>在我過去尋求愛的過程中<br /></div><div>我都和你一樣在提供多於接收</div><div>比你更甚的是我處於傳統的約束中拒絕接收</div><div>你來到旋起了一切</div><div>在還未平息時</div><div>你卻又走了,我懂你忙</div><div>我只好繼續等了</div><div>我的幼稚為得只是想知道我是應該要等下去的</div><div>過去兩天你那充滿暗喻的訊息裡</div><div>我只好繼續當作我聽懂了</div><div>然後再繼續等下去了</div><div>我也當作你和我一樣心急地想看見我們的未來</div><div>卻也看著我們寡足不前而心疼</div><div><br /></div><div>如果你真的看見了<br /></div><div>你也會來尋我麼?</div><div>你也願意像當初一樣地主動前來牽我的手,帶我去麼?</div><div><br /></div><div>告訴我我們有從一維到二三四維空間的空間吧<br /></div><div>我希望我們真會有未來<br /></div><div><div>而不再是個不斷探索的錯。</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; font-family:Tahoma;font-size:11px;"><a href="http://imageshack.us/"><img src="http://img169.imageshack.us/img169/9500/23443257020a4718a40cmo9.jpg" border="0" alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us" /></a><br /></span><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>告訴我你不願意我看見我離開吧<br /></div></div></div><div><div>告訴我你比我預見了更深刻、可愛的未來吧</div><div>那我就永遠和你一起停頓在黑洞裡吧</div><div>在烏托邦的黑洞裡</div><div>只有你和我</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div></div>You and mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05345366950647389636noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1056066907752409757.post-69558241193453921532008-09-07T03:51:00.004+08:002008-09-11T12:46:43.767+08:0012. 凌晨的滋味 Dawn<div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; font-family:Tahoma;font-size:48px;"><a href="http://imageshack.us/"><img src="http://img355.imageshack.us/img355/1249/27903911363e4643f357sc2.jpg" border="0" alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us" /></a></span><br /></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; font-family:Tahoma;font-size:11px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); text-decoration: underline;"><br /></span></span></div><div><br /></div><div>Dear M, I'm sorry but I'm gone. <br /></div><div>Nothing could beat the level of strong love to you in the past but I'll only stay when you are in the same with me. </div><div>We could talk again when you are free in Dec, but right now I need to focus on my life. </div><div>Just in case you are up with ego again, I hope you remember those I wrote for you were real, time issue. </div><div>As if you ever needed me, you know I cant get rid of you. Stay well. Luv, J.<div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">Friday, 5 Sep 2008 08:00</span><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">想不到“給我一點時間”就變成了“再見”。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">好吧,親愛的朋友,妳好好保重吧。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">我不會生氣,只不過是可惜和心疼罷了。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">希望我們還會有下集吧。。。</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">Saturday, 6 Sep 2008 10:07</span></span></div><div><br /></div><div>I miss you. </div><div>You know I can't never leave you. </div><div>It's more like a self-healing time that I need to clear my mind. </div><div>Please read my blogs. </div><div>I thought it could be easy, but you just left me in queries for too long and wonder if you ever care.</div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">Saturday, 6 Sep 2008 10:09</span><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">It's OK, J. </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">You are right that I don't have enough time to show my care for you now. </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">That's why I have to agree with you now. </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">We will wait for good timing....</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">Saturday, 6 Sep 2008 10:24</span></span><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>Before anything actually ends, before if it would ever come back for second episode... </div><div>I want to most stupid answer even it is the hurtful one, can I? </div><div>Do you love me at all? </div><div>Has it been my own fantasy or you do feel it real like I do? </div><div>No matter what's your answer, I wish you perform well and I care of you as ever.</div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">Saturday, 6 Sep 2008 10:36</span><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div>I think you can't afford to be weak right now, so I'm not here to talk to you unless you need me. I choose to wait and believe what I want to believe. </div><div>I know one day you will proof it to me for right or wrong. </div><div>But maybe it wont come at all. </div><div>No matter how I need to grow up instead of hanging here.</div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">Saturday, 6 Sep 2008 11:03</span></span><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); ">My answer is same as yours. </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); ">You could never imagine how much I love you and want you. </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); ">I worried you may made this kind of decision, </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); ">that's why I wanted to talk to you in person, </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); ">that's why I wanted to see you in person...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); ">To show how real and how true all these are... </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); ">Too bad I'm still too late. </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); ">You should stop sms me, because if your finance is hurt, then real damage has been done... </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); ">I read our Utopia almost everyday... </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); ">I'm not gone, I'm just waiting here, as always forever.</span><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">Saturday, 6 Sep 2008 11:13</span></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div>If what we feel/everything is same and real, </div><div>you should know that I'll never be gone. </div><div>Just like you wouldnt, would you? </div><div>I want to see you stay till the last and performing at the greatest of yours, </div><div>like you are in my life. </div><div>I thought I should be gone instead of bothering you. </div><div>If you need me, you know I can never be gone, do you?</div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">Saturday, 6 Sep 2008 11:17</span><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">風雨山雲都回來了,所有一切都歸零。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">我以為是小雨為我傳愛,原來我倆才是過客。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">可是我深信咱的未來,就算不在今生,也會在天堂相遇的。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">愛妳的M.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">Saturday, 6 Sep 2008 22:31</span></span><br /></div><div><div><br /></div><div>I'm reading the book you mentioned whole afternoon and being in love with your sms/words again. </div><div>I can never get rid of you at all :) </div><div>Love you and can't wait to see your words/email again. </div><div>Tell me you need me and I'll be here - thought you know it. </div><div>Love you much. </div><div>I'm still online in midnight and thought I could find miracles.</div><div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">Saturday, 6 Sep 2008 22:58</span><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">That's a good book. </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">The mother of positive influence is a book called The Science of Getting Rich. </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">If you like it, I strongly recommend you read this too.</span></div><div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">Sunday, 7 Sep 2008 00:12</span></span><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>I'm not interested in getting rich, more on finding out how to stay and get into your mind. Tried to leave you a voice mail but failed. </div><div>Miss you right now.</div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">Sunday, 7 Sep 2008 00:27<br /></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><br /></div><div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); ">I read Utopia every moment I could... if you post it up there, I will read them. </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); ">You should do everything you like to do... including writing anything and asking all sort of questions... </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); ">I love reading your blogs, emails, and enjoy all the questions you asked.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">Why would you feel hurt if I wasn't in love as much as you do at that particular time?</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">Why would you want to hold such a hurtful past feeling when current is great and all?</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">Should we all treasure what we have now?</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">I have feelings that roll here and there too...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">If not too much to ask, I love Utopia... please keep posting there if not too much trouble...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">I love you.. and will miss you</span></div><div><div style="text-align: right; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic; ">Sunday, 7 Sep 2008 000:47</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">你是否就是那位不表達、不主動、全神貫注、永遠冷靜的男人?</div><div style="text-align: left;">你是否就是那位P永遠感覺不到你的存在,卻想盡了她認為最好的方法想把你留住的丈夫?</div><div style="text-align: left;">你是否就是那位永遠不回來的人?</div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:large;">我好害怕,再也見不到你了</span></div><div style="text-align: left;">因為當初把P和我留下的,是一位熱情、細心、萬般呵護的情深男人。</div><div style="text-align: left;">今天,P和我同坐在一條遙遙不著岸的船上</div><div style="text-align: left;">等的是</div><div style="text-align: left;">有一天</div><div style="text-align: left;">他會回來</div><div style="text-align: left;">看我一眼</div><div style="text-align: left;">不言一語</div><div style="text-align: left;">把我繼續浸透在他那源源不斷的愛潮裡</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">可是如果真有那麼一天的話</div><div style="text-align: left;">事實將是殘酷的</div><div style="text-align: left;">因為P和我</div><div style="text-align: left;">將永遠不能同時存活在他身上、心裡</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">而最終無<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">論他或P有怎樣的決擇</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">我的命運</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">都是個不歸路的悲哀</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">從一開始這就注定了是一條直行的單程路</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">我選擇了放下這完美的幸福人生而上路</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">就是我自己愛上了舔嘗自己的哀痛的不歸路。</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">即使你真的回來了</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">我們也沒有永遠了</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">因為這一切都是痛多於甜吧?</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">就像我的黑咖啡一樣。。。</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="white-space: pre; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">請說,你需要我罷。</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="white-space: pre; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">請說,你要我罷。</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">請說,我必需留下罷。</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">因為我愛你,超越了你我能想像的程度了</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">原來我除了愛你,就別無選擇了</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">請你別讓我走吧。。。</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">因為我在黑暗中遇見你</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">而你就我永遠的掌佗了。</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">與其同時我竟然忍不住選擇了要繼續保留這些讓人難受的思想</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">並選擇了傷害這可能是很無辜的你</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">就像我竟然傷害了我的幸福生活模式一樣</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">我此等不長進的人啊</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">你的留言也透露過了</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">我們該珍惜完美而非過去。</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">我的行動為得只想要你說出我存在的價值</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">這些是你懂了不愛說?</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">還是你跟本不懂、不願說?</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">如果我們的相知相惜不是個錯的話,</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">你就知道了我有多麼地需要你了。</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">但你同時讓我想起了他</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">總是安慰我說快樂平穩的日子快來了</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">而我總是感受不了。。。</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="white-space: pre; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">因為我不期盼那比喻懶惰的日子</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">因為我最想的是和你一同度過喜怒哀樂來完成我們的人生</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">你怎麼就聽不懂?</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">我愛你</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">我開始想像我們見面的時刻</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">就像你預期的一樣</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">有一天你我也許會妒忌了。</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="white-space: pre; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">風兒不是說過有一種叫不占據的愛麼?</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="white-space: pre; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">還是我倆跟本輕視了自己還有愛的能力。</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="white-space: pre; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">原來到處為人訴說描揮愛的我</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">一直都是紙上談兵。</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">你為何要我把我們今天這些讓人看了難過的短訊寫出來了呢?</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">在你給我期盼你會回來的同時,我卻在這自憐自哀,把等我的床邊放涼了許久。</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">我恨你</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">把我完全的掌握了</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">讓我忘了我們的相遇相知相惜的時光</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="white-space: pre; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">告訴我你和我一樣討厭這樣的我吧</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="white-space: pre; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">教我要如何愛你吧</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="white-space: pre; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">我一定能做到的</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">請你</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="white-space: pre; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">揮一揮手上魔術棒吧</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="white-space: pre; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">告訴我我的愛傷害到你了</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="white-space: pre; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">那是我最不願意看見的</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="white-space: pre; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">然後我就會乖乖地看書去</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="white-space: pre; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">等你去。。。</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="white-space: pre; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">不如你就永永願願地</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="white-space: pre; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">摟著我叫我住口吧</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="white-space: pre; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">那我就會乖乖的永遠努力地跟隨著你的腳步</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="white-space: pre; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">我想念你</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;">和那些天南地北到甜蜜的凌晨滋味。</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:small;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-style: italic;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: right; "><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; font-family:Tahoma;font-size:48px;"><a href="http://imageshack.us/"><img src="http://img137.imageshack.us/img137/302/273189580028bb128438hj1.jpg" border="0" alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us" /></a></span><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-style: italic;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-style: italic;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic; "><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic; "><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-style: italic;"><br /></span></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div>You and mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05345366950647389636noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1056066907752409757.post-32378451634924912942008-09-05T11:54:00.011+08:002008-09-05T12:38:46.684+08:0011. 烙印 Imprinted<div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" white-space: pre; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; font-family:Tahoma;font-size:11px;"><a href="http://imageshack.us/"><img src="http://img213.imageshack.us/img213/7123/9364106679d1c3ee5a5fv6.jpg" border="0" alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us" /></a><br /></span></div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-style: italic;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic; ">Special: You are the only person I can share my thoughts with of coz you are VERY special to me. Every time I get on internet the first place I go is our Utopia... And yes.. I fail to fulfill you especially when I myself has crashed and burn too. I also know I should never cause you pain in anyway and I can't say I never tried to let you go, but I just miss you too much to say goodbye. Past few days was dead tiring shooting.. hopefully this time work will drown me so much that we can leave out Utopia for good but I still wish you never ask me go... But at least you taught me I can't have you.</span></span></div><div style="text-align: right; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-style: italic; ">Sunday 31 August 09:11</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-style: italic; "><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-style: italic; "><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-style: italic; ">I have to agree with you that indeed my ego is the biggest problem.. in the past I always thought I am a man with no ego. Seems like I have the biggest of all...</span></div><div><div style="text-align: right; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-style: italic; ">Sunday 31 August 12:35</span></div><div style="text-align: right; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-style: italic;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;">親愛的</div><div style="text-align: left;">你又一次帶領了<br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">只是我花了多天才能接受、看得懂</div><div style="text-align: left;">原來你是真的想把我放開</div><div style="text-align: left;">你看到了我的痛是你不願見到,對嗎。</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">那我就走了。</div><div style="text-align: left;">你放心吧。</div><div style="text-align: left;">我說過,我是最佳的情人</div><div style="text-align: left;">我不會拖泥帶水的</div><div style="text-align: left;">我也不會讓人煩厭的</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">和你一樣</div><div style="text-align: left;">我的出現只想給人帶來快樂。</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">你也不必難過</div><div style="text-align: left;">你渴望被聽得懂以及被愛</div><div style="text-align: left;">而你都擁有過了</div><div style="text-align: left;">你的愛,讓人好感動</div><div style="text-align: left;">只是我們的方向不同罷了。<br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">寂寞的,由始至終倒是我和我自己。</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">今天清晨下了場太陽雨</div><div style="text-align: left;">雨中有柔和的陽光</div><div style="text-align: left;">陽光中有陣陣細細的雨點</div><div style="text-align: left;">柔柔飄下凡人尋愛的心窩中。</div><div style="text-align: left;">雨後吹來了徐徐涼風,讓人心曠神怡。<br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">我聽雨兒說了</div><div style="text-align: left;">傳說中</div><div style="text-align: left;">有一位傻氣的風仙子</div><div style="text-align: left;">嚮往愛的他</div><div style="text-align: left;">嘗試放慢生活的腳步去尋夢</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">有一天</div><div style="text-align: left;">他看見了一位孤苦飄流的小雲兒</div><div style="text-align: left;">萬般愛惜和憐憫,想去愛她</div><div style="text-align: left;">卻又放不下自己</div><div style="text-align: left;">他不察覺,原來自己最愛的<br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">不是凡塵中的愛。</div><div style="text-align: left;">他忽略了自己還有被愛的能力</div><div style="text-align: left;">他忽視雲兒的真誠。</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">可憐的雲兒</div><div style="text-align: left;">會繼續痴痴的等待</div><div style="text-align: left;">有一天,風仙子可能再來旋起她的凡塵夢</div><div style="text-align: left;">可能他永遠也不再來了。</div><div style="text-align: left;">那也無所謂</div><div style="text-align: left;">本來一切都是詩般夢幻</div><div style="text-align: left;">誰真要知道真真假假呢?</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">有過,就好了。</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: right; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-style: italic;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-style: italic;"><br /></span></div></div>You and mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05345366950647389636noreply@blogger.com